Thank God It’s Friday (oh, I mean, Saturday)
July 23, 2005 by edzguanko
I can’t believe the week is over…and I can’t believe I’m still here,when just last Monday I felt like I was going to die. I hate myself for being weak, when a lot of people out there have problems way bigger than mine.
I’m still dizzy with how fast things are happening, changing. I wanted to cling to the old ways, the old me…but of course, I had to keep pace with the changes, or I will be deemed obsolete and be phased out.
I thought a beautiful friendship was about to die… and I’ve never been so scared in my entire life. It’s so true that the ones you love the most are the ones who have the power to hurt you. And it sucks because you can’t hurt them back, for it only makes your pain much worse.
I was walking from the MRT Kamuning station when it struck me that, in focusing too much on my problems, I took for granted the fact that I’m still alive and well. Enough of misery. Enough of feeling sorry for myself. Enough of anger and jealousy. Life is too short and we should live each day as if it were the last. Love is so pure that it can not cause a person pain. It is jealousy, greed, selfishness that cause us pain.
Love is not meant to hurt, but to heal.
The best and most beautiful things in the world can not be seen nor even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
Like the sunflower, from now on, I will always seek out the sun.
Yeah, I feel you girlfriend!!! It’s no surprise that we’re experiencing the same. Thanks to SPRINT!!! hahaha!!!…& ofcourse, some other factors. But that’s how I like you to be, read: POSITIVE. Write on so that you’ll continue to touch other people’s lives…including mine.(”,)
go gurl!
i always believe that you have a deep understanding of life…everyone should see life the way you do…love hurts,as the song goes, but it’s the hurt that will make us a stronger person,am not talking about ‘just’ love, it’s about love in ur family, friends..love in general.
u must embrace change as you embrace the fact that you too,’edz’ change…ryt?
metamorphosis, is ever included in this life, whether bad or good,it’s up to us to welcome it…
ciao!