God’s Little Blessings
March 28, 2006 by edzguanko
Yesterday was a wonderful day.
For my faithful readers, I’m sure you noticed from my posts that I’ve been a bit down lately. It’s like my mind is getting a kick out of torturing my heart. The more my heart wants to forget certain things, the more my mind pushes them to the surface.
But yesterday was different.
My sister called me up during lunch. We chatted for a while and then she passed the phone to my dad (who said he’s sorry, by the way), and then to my brother, who’s already starting to sound like a grown man. I miss them so much. I promised myself that I’m gonna visit them next weekend, then we’ll go to the beach with my darling niece.
Also, I was writing steadily yesterday and because of that, I’m almost done with the book… still way ahead of the deadline. The AC didn’t bother me as much as before, and I had five cups of coffee (that was heaven!).
Then, I bumped into a good friend of mine on my way home. Of course, you know who you are. I’m not sure if I told you this before, but there’s something about you that makes me feel good… light. Like I’m walking on a cloud or something. It’s not like I still love you… I’ve gotten over you a long time ago. But whenever I’m with you, i feel like everything will be okay… i’ll be okay.
Isn’t that weird?
It’s probably because I don’t have any bad memories of you. You’ve been so honest, kind, and caring to me. When I think about the times we spent together during our innotech days, I still smile. I’m so glad you didn’t run away from me when I was chasing you. If it were some other guy, he might have freaked out or took advantage of my naivete.
I hope you realize how special you are. Bumping into you was a perfect end to a wonderful day. But you know what would really make my day? If I could have that kiss I asked for a long time ago ;-) All right, all right, I’ll stop all this mushy nonsense. I hope this didn’t make you puke or anything.
Good things happen when you least expect them. It is God’s way of reminding us that He hasn’t forgotten us. Thanks, Big Guy… I really needed that.
