I lied again. In fact, I lied over and over again.
Desperate Guy
There’s this guy on friendster who sent me a message saying that he’s in Cabanatuan right now and that I should get in touch with him. I thought he knew me, but it turned out that he only saw my picture and wanted to date me (And I’m not even pretty! that should have given me a clue as to what kind of guy he is). I was curious at first and decided to talk to him over the phone. BIG MISTAKE. Not only is he desperate, he’s also quite stupid. I’m sorry, maybe I’m being harsh. For me, the first conversation is my deciding factor if I’ll go out with someone. This guy is a definite NO. So I asked my housemates to tell him that I’m not home if he calls, then just now I told him I already have a boyfriend so he’d stop bugging me. He asks all sorts of personal questions and he can’t take a damn hint. Then, when he talked to one of my housemates, he wanted to date her as well. See how desperate he is? And now I even had to change my status on friendster just so he’d believe me. So much for meeting new guys.
Graduation Day
On my graduation day, I had to lie and tell everyone that I was happy. I even had to look it, so it was really very difficult for me. But that’s okay, because that particular lie ended that very same day. I realized a very important thing… I realized that the essence of letting go is just letting go of your pride. That’s why it was so difficult for me. I don’t love that person anymore but because my ego was hurt when our relationship ended, I had difficulty moving on. That’s history now. I’m over the bitterness, and it feels great.
With Friends
I spent a wonderful time with some friends last Saturday. I really had fun, and it was great seeing them after a long time. Some of these very friends read my posts, so i’m not even gonna tell what I lied about
It’s not good to lie, even if you’re doing it to protect someone, or to save your dignity. I don’t want to think that I’m a chronic liar (sometimes, I lie about little things that I don’t even need to lie about), so from now on, I’ll try to be as honest as I can. From now on, I’ll keep track of all the lies that will come out of my mouth and I’d set a corresponding punishment.
So please, don’t ask difficult questions. Being honest isn’t a walk in the park.
