What A Day!
September 21, 2007 by edzguanko
Today is officially one of the worst days of my life. Well, almost one of the worst days of my life, because there was a teeny weeny bit of saving grace. I thought it was going to end as badly as it started, but he turned it around when he held my hand.
Sigh… I guess I can blame it on PMS. I was so emotional today that I cried about three times while in the office. Good thing my friends were there to shake some sense into me.
It started when someone asked me to spell the word THREAT. It is such an upsetting word! Especially to someone who is easily threatened. He planted a seed in my mind, and it grew out of control.
But I am okay now. I’m smart and I can handle this. It is time I learn to control my emotions. Besides, I really have nothing to be upset about.
Only one week to go and one of the most important people in my life will be back. I can’t wait to spend time with him again. He might bring the clarity I’ve been searching for.
I know, this post probably doesn’t make sense. That’s okay because at least it truly reflects my chaotic thoughts and feelings.
I hope I can sleep it off. Here’s to hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Oh wait, scratch that. I’ll make sure that tomorrow is a better day.
Watch me.
