The Essence of Me

The euphoria of getting into the finals of GSC Idol has subsided a little, and I’m starting to worry about the next competition. What to sing? What to wear? These are the two major questions I am facing right now. Although I’m not expecting to win, it would be great to get into the top three.

This may sound as a cliche but the truth is, I already feel like a winner. Seeing the excitement and pride in my friends and colleagues just warm me. And the best part of it all, hearing him say my performance was perfect. The wonder in his eyes, the way he proudly told people about the way I sung in the semifinals, the way he patiently waited and stayed until I was done with the vtr and photoshoot (yes, believe it or not, we had that)… I’m just glad he was there. He believes in me, and he makes me soar to heights I never knew I could reach. Because of him, I am determined to make the most of this wonderful talent God has given me. Because of him, I am learning to listen to my heart more… and my heart is telling me to continue singing. He told me once that music is the sixth element, and it is the healer of souls. I believe him. And knowing that through singing I am able to touch some people’s hearts gives me a sense a fulfillment.

Win or lose in the finals, just having the chance to go up there and sing my heart out, I know I am already a winner.