Complicate{D}
December 10, 2007 by edzguanko
I miss D.
He’s leaving next month, and I feel sad just thinking I won’t see him anymore. We haven’t spent that much time together, but I always felt comfortable and safe when I’m with him. I don’t know how to describe what we have… it’s not a relationship and yet, I don’t think it would qualify as friendship as well. But what’s in a name, anyway? Not everything can be labeled. I just know that we have something special, however brief. He’s just so… solid. When he’s near, everything fades into the background. It’s so tempting to get used to being with him, but it’s a temptation I must not give into.
He’s leaving, and I’ve only just realized that I just might fall in love with him. I’ve only just realized that he’s important to me. And I think it’s too late. But it doesn’t matter. I’ll just make the most out of our remaining time together. I’ll push my worries and fears away and just go where the tide takes me.
