Posted in Uncategorized on Jan 23rd, 2009 No Comments »
This has been a good week.
For the past few months I’ve been awfully depressed, and it’s been hell not knowing what’s causing it. I retreated into my shell, finding excuses not to see or talk to even my closest friends. I just wanted to be alone and wallow. I cried most nights before going to sleep, and even spending [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on Jan 19th, 2009 No Comments »
When I walk around the campus, especially on the edge of the sunken garden, I wish I could just spread my jacket on the grass and lie down, put my hands behind my head, and watch the night sky for hours. The night sky is beautiful this time of the year, and I can lose [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on Jan 5th, 2009 No Comments »
They say the cold weather will last until March. That’s fine. It makes it easier for me to ignore a much deeper chill… that in my heart.
For the past few months I’ve been battling with this overwhelming despair, and it’s getting harder and harder for me to fight it when I don’t even know where it’s [...]
